I've been dealing with some personal stuff over the last few months, which explains my reasons for doing and not doing a bunch of things like diary entries and looking for work. Unfortunately, I find myself at a point not much different from where I was 2 1/2 to 3 years ago, in a low energy state just doing what needs to be done to tread water in life. Stuck in a monotonous routine on good days or feeling completely lazy on bad ones.
Perhaps it's just a passing feeling, rolling in and out with the weather we've had today, but it's never very easy to know for certain.
I suppose I tend to wait for things to happen too often, mostly because I don't want to impose on other people. When I do try to do things, they always happen at the wrong time, like wanting to travel when there's enough ice and snow out to keep you from even venturing past the front steps.
Oh well, I've just got to get a job and get into a new routine, I guess.
Posted by mike at May 4, 2003 08:49 PM | Self | TrackBack