Have you ever felt
the nameless dread?
Terror and anguish without a cause?
This article gives a name and a careful description
to the nameless threat, our free-floating
anxiety,
which we have all felt but perhaps
not faced.
First we must separate
existential anxiety
from ordinary fears as clearly as possible.
Then, how do we cope with anxiety?
And is it possible to live beyond angst?
OUTLINE:
I. FEAR & ANXIETY: FIVE DIFFERENCES
1. Description.
2. Cause.
3. Duration.
4. Scope.
5. Cure.
II. HOW EXISTENTIAL ANXIETY SHOWS ITSELF
III. ATTEMPTING TO COPE WITH EXISTENTIAL
ANXIETY
IV. FREEDOM FROM ANGST
We may summarize the five
basic differences
between simple fear and existential anxiety
in the following ways:
FIVE DIMENSIONS OF SIMPLE FEAR
1. Psychological response to danger.
2. Caused by specific threats;
we know why we are afraid;
approaches from a certain quarter.
3. Temporary—lasts only while
the danger is present; may pass by.
4. Limited to the values
that can be reached by the threat.
5. We know how to cope with fear:
fight or flight.
FIVE DIMENSIONS OF EXISTENTIAL ANXIETY
1. Free-floating 'terror'.
2. No intelligible cause or source;
we don't know why we are 'afraid';
'comes from' everywhere and nowhere.
3.Permanent—ever-renewed inner
state-of-being; does not pass away.
4. Pervades our whole being;
unlimited menace; touches everything.
5. Nothing we do will overcome anxiety;
psychological techniques are useless.
Existential
Anxiety:
Angst
by James Park
I. FEAR & ANXIETY: FIVE DIFFERENCES
Fears have many causes.
Life is filled with dangers, worries, threats,
& perils.
And we normally respond to such fears appropriately.
But below the fears
and dangers that we can easily understand
lies a deeper "worry without a cause"—existential
anxiety.
If we clarify our simple fears and worries,
we may uncover angst.
There are five basic differences between
them:
1.
Description. We become afraid when something we
value
is threatened by a specific object or possibility
we can name
and whose destructive potential we clearly
understand.
Existential anxiety
pervades our whole being,
waiting for an unguarded moment to possess
us entirely.
We prefer even a terrifying fear of something
we understand
to this uncaused, inexplicable, free-floating
angst.
When we are anxious in the dark, we gladly
turn on the light,
even tho this might reveal something that
is actually threatening us.
Discovering "nothing to be afraid of" does
not switch off anxiety;
it merely shows our fears were groundless,
which may increase our anxiety.
Nothing out-there-in-the-world is going to
hurt us, but we still tremble.
2.
Cause. Fears always arise from specific dangers.
To be afraid means that we understand that
something we value
is threatened by some person, event, situation,
or possibility.
If we experience
groundless 'fears' or unintelligible 'worries',
if we don't know how 'the menace' is going
to harm us,
perhaps our feeling is not fear but existential
anxiety (angst).
We cannot find a specific threat approaching
from a definite direction.
'The menace' is everywhere and nowhere; it
stifles our breath.
We cannot flee this uncaused anxiety—unless
we flee from ourselves.
We can grasp fears with our minds,
but anxiety grips us from within.
3.
Duration. Most dangers are temporary; they pass
by.
Fear rises as the danger approaches;
then it subsides as the danger recedes:
The truck may turn aside; the tumor may prove
benign;
the rival lover may become less enticing.
But existential
anxiety is permanent; it does not pass away,
because it arises from within ourselves,
not from situations in the world.
Our free-floating internal terror lurks continuously
just beneath the surface of life, waiting
to take a good bite.
4.
Scope. In genuine fear, specific, limited values
are threatened.
Only some of the things we value are in danger,
while others remain safe.
All fears (except dying) can be isolated
to one dimension of life.
But our free-floating
anxiety
reaches farther than fear;
it embraces more of our existence, touches
all of life.
Often we try to isolate our anxiety by treating
it as simple fear
—by attempting to find a cause or explanation
for our terror.
Fears arise
from temporary threats to limited sectors of our values;
but anxiety is a total, comprehensive,
all-embracing, permanent threat.
Every element of life is unspeakably brittle.
Our whole life is a snow-flake in a warm
hand.
'The nothing' waits within to possess us
entirely.
5.
Cure. Whenever we are afraid, we know what to do.
Because the threat is limited (4 above),
we have a safe place to stand.
Because the danger may pass (3), waiting
may be the best response.
Because the danger approaches from a certain
quarter (2),
we know which way to turn to meet the threat
or to evade it.
And because we understand the psychology
of fear (1),
we can react in ways appropriate to each
specific danger.
But if we cannot
eliminate our 'fear', we may be struggling with anxiety.
When we try to grasp this inexplicable terror,
it slips thru our fingers.
We want to objectify our free-floating anxiety
into a concrete fear.
In everyday experience,
fear and anxiety are often mixed together.
But now that we have outlined the differences
between them,
we can ask how much of a 'fearful' experience
is genuine fear
—which can be handled, corrected, overcome
by appropriate methods—
and how much is our underlying free-floating
anxiety.
II. HOW EXISTENTIAL ANXIETY SHOWS ITSELF
Our anxiety usually
hides behind ordinary fears and worries.
And we can detect anxiety by the ways it
distorts and exaggerates
what would otherwise be psychological problems
we could deal with:
Whatever reasonable
fears and worries we may have
can be exaggerated by our existential
anxiety.
Whenever we are terrified beyond what is
explained by actual dangers,
we may be projecting our angst onto
external threats.
Our existential anxiety
can also create phantom fears:
Are we pursued in the dark by impossible
monsters?
Or do we have dreams of horror, danger, menace,
threat?
Even in our waking hours, we may sometimes
dream up
unlikely dangers to explain our anxiety to
ourselves.
Our anxiety may also
appear as fear of the future.
Perhaps we do not focus on any particular
danger in the future,
but the very openness of the future may feel
threatening.
III. ATTEMPTING TO COPE WITH EXISTENTIAL ANXIETY
Because anxiety is
such a common way to experience our Malaise,
we have many ways of attempting to cope with
it:
We attempt to transform it into fear by finding
a 'cause'.
We develop complex psychological models to
account for our anxiety.
We turn away from freedom and spirit; we
desensitize ourselves.
We weave security blankets and construct dams against anxiety.
We claim that existential anxiety is a mistake
or an illusion.
We create and enjoy order and beauty to cover
our underlying anxiety.
We harness our existential anxiety as the
driving force for our lives.
IV. FREEDOM FROM ANGST
Existential peace
is not a form of unconsciousness,
not unawareness resulting from tuning-out
or covering-up our anxiety.
In fact, the same sensitivity that brought
us awareness of anxiety
now informs us that we are free of our Existential
Malaise.
The deepest tone of our being is peace
rather than angst.
This transformation
is a gift, not an achievement.
We open ourselves for Peace in three profound
movements of spirit:
(1) We acknowledge our deep caughtness in
angst.
(2) We give up our self-reliant attempts
to cast off anxiety.
(3) We comprehensively commit and surrender
ourselves.
QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION
1. What specific situations make you afraid?
2. Have your most significant fears changed as you get older?
3. Can you rank the worries of your life from least to greatest?
4. Have you felt free-floating anxiety—unconnected with real dangers?
5. Have you sometimes confused ordinary fears with underlying anxiety?
6. Do you notice that when you live more deeply, you are more anxious?
7. How do ordinary fears and existential anxiety interact in your life?
8. Have you tried to overcome anxiety by methods appropriate for fear?
9. Have you noticed manifestations of existential anxiety in others?
10. Have you noticed exaggerated fears or phantom fears in yourself?
11. What are your favorite methods of coping with anxiety?
12. Have you ever tasted existential peace?
13. If you have experienced freedom from anxiety,
how did you open yourself for it?
This article was adapted
by the author
from a chapter in his small book called:
Opening to Grace: Transcending Our Spiritual
Malaise:
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/OG.html
AUTHOR:
James Park is an existential
philosopher
and author of five books in existential spirituality,
all of which will be found in the Existential
Spirituality Bibliography:
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/B-XSP.html
The Existential Spirituality
Bibliography
also reviews several books by Soren Kierkegaard,
most notably his book on the same theme:
The
Concept of Anxiety.
Much more information about
James Park
will be found on his home page:
An Existential Philosopher's Museum:
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/
FURTHER READING ON EXISTENTIAL ANXIETY AND PEACE
James Park Our
Existential Predicament:
Loneliness, Depression, Anxiety, &
Death
(Minneapolis, MN: www.existentialbooks.com, 2001—4th
edition)
Chapter 6 "Existential Anxiety: Angst" p.
89-149.
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/XP.html
This chapter is also published as a separate
book:
http://www.tc.umn.edu/~parkx032/AX.html
Write to the author
of
"Existential Anxiety:
Angst"
James Park welcomes
your questions and comments at:
PARKx032@TC.UMN.EDU
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